I know what I have to do, so why don’t I do them. I can glimpse my future in my mind’s eye but if I focus on it, it drifts away. I can FEEL what I need to do. I can even taste it. But I seem to be incapable of movement. The first step, the decision of direction, is so elusive to me. So much so that I just sit. I don’t know what else I can do but wait.
In fact that is the message I so often come across in my life. Wait and see.
I have no idea what it is I am waiting for. Perhaps some bus that comes at the devil’s hour?